Top 3 Blunders I committed at SP Jain (Continued..)

Hi Guys,
My regards to all of those who bothered enough to go through my last Blog.
And Special thanks to those who felt it worthy enough to be commented !!
Keeping the blog alive .... Its time for me to give away my second secret (The second blunder I committed at SP)... So here it goes .............
I was always thought of a person who was easy-going , a hard-core procastinator, a person who is pathetically unambitious, laid back
In a euphemistic way I belonged to the genre of " Happy Go Lucky" kinds ....
Quite "Naturally " , the first time when I heard this, I didnt know its meaning until one of my friends labelled me this. I found it a very interesting attribute and googled it out ..
So for all of those who dont know the meaning ..these kind of creatures are "cheerfully irresponsible" to an offensive limits.
Every time I was awarded one of these kinds , I un-intentionally proved that I really deserved such kind of honour ; re-instating their "faith" in me. And I was never proud of that..
I had one of the lowest grades (this was optimistic :P ) in my class and after every result-out, I was expected to meet our Academic Co-Ordinator for counselling. "Vikash" she used to yell at me "Why dont you study??" . I was sick of hearing this every time..
To avoid sympathies from my closest buddies, I used to pretend as if this was quite unimportant to me and I am kinda proud to be having such a laidback,easy going attitude but at the bottom of my heart I used to curse myself and to find out a reason to this question.
At SP I was a part of Academic Committee(ACADCOM), which decides/ manages the future of academic shitt . I still am completely stumped as to why I was chosen to be a part of that since I never had a quality that validated my ACADCOM membership . I think the selection committee might have thought "If not ACADCOM then where-else :P".
Being a part of such a committee and getting the lowest grades was humiliating... Trust me it did hurt whenever my presence in this committee was questioned.
Amongst the crowd of critics, there were a few who surprisingly liked me.. Not because they had identified a true ME..but because they felt I was thought to be an easy nut to crack, blame it on my lineancy and my laid back attitude. The targets I set were always easy for them..

So I was engaged at SP fighting hard with myself, trying to prove that I was not the one they thought me to be , yet feigning to be cool person.... And as opposite to goodie goodie endings of Hindi Films, I failed to prove myself. Every time I got an opprtunity to prove myself, I lost ....
So with a broken leg (I met with an accident yesterday) when I think, "am I really like that?" , my heart says NO, but the facts falsify these claims.
Eventually , The second mistake that I committed was ---I faked myself !! ...
"Fake it till you make it " stands correct here ...
I faked to be a cool, careless person and at the end I think I had made it too.
If you set up your way of disposition the wrong way, People around start expecting the same behavior from you and you in turn start reacting like-wise...

Lastly, Some words of self-appraisal :P----
Amongst all these pretentions , I was always true to my friends, and was always available whenever they required me .... That's how good people are ... Is'nt it ?

OOps apologies, I never intended to make it so serious !!!